As I progress in everything I want to teach myself and experiment with art. I am learning a lot and am doing much of what I want to accomplish. Though it is slow going and I am having a few setbacks. I know that people mean well when they give advice but sometimes it can be frustrating. I have specific directions in which I take my work to another level and where I want to go with it and what I want it to be. For some reason nobody understands that for me it is the art that comes first it has to be the way I want it to be. It is about the art and myself first not the money. As with many people I have lost a lot in my life. I have been through